You're a bad decision maker and if you don't get professional help unfortunately you will make another bad decision hopefully you don't hurt anyone or yourself.
Why did your sister let you drive when she know your issues smh
good luck bro, get it together.
“It’s not the alcohol that’s the problem, it’s the drinking while driving”
Sure sign of an alcoholic, and it takes one to know one (almost 5 years sober here).
I remember i sold my whip to stop me drinking and driving - instead of just giving up alcohol.
I did it the old school way - AA meetings. When you are surrounded by alcohol (for me friends work family etc all big drinkers) you need a support network and tbh a real program for recovery.
Since I gave up:
I got married, had a kid, have another on the way, earning north of 7 figures consistently every year (when i sold my whip i ended up that year with nothing in the bank at all - all went on drinking) and that was about 10 years ago. I have big ups and big downs in life but now i handle them like a father, husband, and man rather than turning to the bottle.
It’s life changing.
Wow, I just read that. Looking at that car completely destroyed. If this isn't proof of god or a higher power I don't know what is.
Like I said in the other post, don't be so hard on yourself that it continues to lead you down a dark path. I didn't wreck my car like this, But I have been there similarly and it was the worst feeling ever and I couldn't get over it, I couldn't sleep, I couldn't think, etc.
Look at all the posts on this thread, alot of them have no sympathy for you. It's a reflection of the world. This world will chew you up and spit you out. My thing with that is, dont be extra hard on yourself cuz the world already is no matter what.
You gotta put your energy towards change, growth and positivity.
You definitely fu#ked up, but you got a chance that many don't. You are lucky and blessed to have not had a horrible outcome such as dying, getting hurt, killing someone else, or getting into more trouble.
These are the times to figure out why do you have that relationship yourself with drinking, what are you escaping, what are you trying to deal with, why has it become such a bad habit.
Whatever kind of self-help you can get whether it's therapy, AA, spiritual journey. go for it. Don't let this pass you by and 6 months later your at dave and busters taking shots and drinking beers, that right there would be the real tragedy.
Love bro.
This could be ops humble reminder tho
Because she has seen me drink and drive and know I don't drive reckless under the influence....the being up 48 hours and being extremely tired was what did me more in...but you're right, I've been a bad decision maker in this arena.
Been sober 4 years on May 10. It’s the best thing I’ve ever done. I wish I could tell you it was hard, but like you will, I overcame. It wasn’t, it was the easiest choice to make and follow through with in my entire life. Death was the only alternative. Rock bottom. I hope this was yours. If I can be of any help, shoot me a PM.
Because she has seen me drink and drive and know I don't drive reckless under the influence....the being up 48 hours and being extremely tired was what did me more in...but you're right, I've been a bad decision maker in this arena.
Few questions.
What range are you going to in nyc????
Why don’t you have a license multiple years after a dui?
You were I a car wrecked that bad for multiple hours in nyc and no one saw and called the cops earlier?
You need to go visit Hospital and see how many people are ..
fu#kED UP FOR LIFE !
From somebody that thinks they Too Good to Get Drunk At Home !!!!!
I'll vouch for this man and say he's the real deal, OP. Definitely opened my eyes to a lot.
You gotta be very careful taking advice from people who haven't experienced this especially in a situation like this. Because all these n1ggas are doing is judging you while sitting on their high horse.
You definitely took a risk making this type of thread up here. Most of these cats up here havent lived or experienced sh1t really. But, I know you're smart enough to filter through the bullsh1t.
Glad you made it out, OP. And it's self reflect time.
Hope you smart enuff not to be driving around when u drinking
no thanks...already got the wake up call I needed...
Ehhhh. Lol.
I hope you're smart enough to be driving while drunk, too.
Ehhhh. Lol.
I hope you're smart enough to be driving while drunk, too.
The point is , it's Not About You all the time.