My mind tells me it's not true...but my heart is a different story.

I'm loved and I been loved and I've ruined it all.

I feel like an alien as if I have trouble knowing happiness and appreciation

I feel like I'm just tumbling through time and I disassociate.

Is accomplishment the key to happiness? Seeing glover texiera and Alex periera win the title I cheered so loud seeing how close they are and the friendship on instagram. Made me smile

I never really felt like that when girls told me they loved me and showed me they loved me

I felt this for a minute until I realized I was experiencing a spiritual disconnection.

I got reconnect and back to locked in.

Lately, everyone dismisses God and spiritualism as foolishness and that can be disheartening. Get in touch with your truest self, not just the parts tied to the physical world.

No but I feel like @untilthen & @🔗simp are worthless

GoGoSunday said 🔗 No but I feel like @untilthen & @🔗simp are worthless

Lol

Keep living and fxcking up. It’s ok.

GoGoSunday said 🔗 No but I feel like @untilthen & @🔗simp are worthless

Everything about this statement feels true

Edit

For the past 5 years at least.

Not social Media but my family and or people around me

I do feel like I am seeing everyone level up all around me, changing their lives for the better. Dealing with the next steps in their lives, and those ups and downs. I’m just doing the same old sh1t no matter how hard I try to advance my life.

Yep

no

Your mind is a part of you. But it isn’t you. It’s a tool. You can use it to do things, solve things. But it’s only a tool. Don’t let it control and use you. Those voices that tell you anything are only voices. There’s something deeper behind those thoughts and feelings. That’s truly you. Listen to those thoughts. But then don’t. Quiet everything else. Don’t dwell on the past or the future. Any time you think on the future it’s only based on the thoughts of your past anyway. And only the present is relevant. Focus on that. Connect with your true self. You are worthy. You deserve. I know this is brief and sounds simpler than it is. But hopefully it sparks what’s deeper inside of you. Peace fam..

Blafy said 🔗 I do feel like I am seeing everyone level up all around me changing their lives for the better. Dealing with the next steps of those ups and downs for the past 5 years at least. I’m just doing the same old sh1t no matter how hard I try to advance

Didn't you receive an award for the jpgs and gifs you post?

You bring a lot of joy to users.

If you do drugs & smoke stop asap

I’ve found that I overall have a kind of nihilistic mindset, although to me it’s simply realistic and not negative OR positive, jus simply is what it is, but jus know all that before I say this next part.

But the reality is that we’re all kind of worthless and life is overall meaningless no matter what. I mean we’re talking, you can end up being a global icon type household name right? Like a Michael Jordan or a Drake or wh0ever immediately comes to mind. And in 1,000 years, they end up jus as meaningless to the population as any other regular civilian from this same time period will be. Nothing but a fragment of a memory in time, even if that footprint was a lil bigger. A lot of people can’t handle this realization and it turns into either depression or desperately gripping onto something like religion, to try and give themselves purpose and meaning. To me, yes it’s bleak, but it simply is how it is, and it’s made me focus more on the little things and simply enjoying my little a$s meaningless time that I have here. It’s made me take things a lot lighter too cause at the end of the day NONE OF THIS fu#kING MATTERS lmao.

Is accomplishment the key to happiness? Maybe. Although I don’t necessarily think it means upper echelon accomplishment like becoming filthy rich or winning the World Cup or something lol. Something as small as learning a new ski1l and getting good and confident at it feels extremely satisfying. Like learning a new instrument. Or financially, sh1t as simple as learning proper money management and saving and building credit score and becoming more and more self sufficient. That sh1t is definitely a form of accomplishment, even if you ain’t at mega millionaire status, and it makes you feel extremely good about yourself.

Episode said 🔗 I’ve found that I overall have a kind of nihilistic mindset, although to me it’s simply realistic and not negative OR positive, jus simply is what it is, but jus know all that before I say this next part. But the reality is that we’re all kind of worthless and life is overall meaningless no matter what. I mean we’re talking, you can end up being a global icon type household name right? Like a Michael Jordan or a Drake or wh0ever immediately comes to mind. And in 1,000 years, they end up jus as meaningless to the population as any other regular civilian from this same time period will be. Nothing but a fragment of a memory in time, even if that footprint was a lil bigger. A lot of people can’t handle this realization and it turns into either depression or desperately gripping onto something like religion, to try and give themselves purpose and meaning. To me, yes it’s bleak, but it simply is how it is, and it’s made me focus more on the little things and simply enjoying my little a$s meaningless time that I have here. It’s made me take things a lot lighter too cause at the end of the day NONE OF THIS fu#kING MATTERS lmao. Is accomplishment the key to happiness? Maybe. Although I don’t necessarily think it means upper echelon accomplishment like becoming filthy rich or winning the World Cup or something lol. Something as small as learning a new ski1l and getting good and confident at it feels extremely satisfying. Like learning a new instrument. Or financially, sh1t as simple as learning proper money management and saving and building credit score and becoming more and more self sufficient. That sh1t is definitely a form of accomplishment, even if you ain’t at mega millionaire status, and it makes you feel extremely good about yourself.

Appreciate the reply fam speaking some real sh1t

Nope.

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glitzygirl said 🔗 Nope. ↪🔗

Shorts said 🔗 My mind tells me it's not true...but my heart is a different story. I'm loved and I been loved and I've ruined it all. I feel like an alien as if I have trouble knowing happiness and appreciation I feel like I'm just tumbling through time and I disassociate. Is accomplishment the key to happiness? Seeing glover texiera and Alex periera win the title I cheered so loud seeing how close they are and the friendship on instagram. Made me smile I never really felt like that when girls told me they loved me and showed me they loved me

Once you realize you're God then you'll level up. Don't ever put anything or anyone above yourself. Maximize your free time away from work, so that you're doing exactly what you want to do with no regard for anyone else. Make other people follow what you want to do and if they don't comply, cut them off. Accumulate followers, not people that you capitulate to.

Not at all because I dont seek validation or need any extra attention from people I dont know.

You gotta find what works for you, what makes you happy.

Start doing more sh1t to occupy your time and your mind.


Or maybe you just need a vacation to reset and relax.



Talking about it is a good start for sure

@🔗 run those IP checks and get these people help

well until we start to figure out the meaning of life we are just worth as much as you / society deem

good news is you can manifest a lot of self worth pretty easily these days

but even the best of us get off track some times

Shorts said 🔗 My mind tells me it's not true...but my heart is a different story. I'm loved and I been loved and I've ruined it all. I feel like an alien as if I have trouble knowing happiness and appreciation I feel like I'm just tumbling through time and I disassociate. Is accomplishment the key to happiness? Seeing glover texiera and Alex periera win the title I cheered so loud seeing how close they are and the friendship on instagram. Made me smile I never really felt like that when girls told me they loved me and showed me they loved me

Some of the most miserable people I know are broke as fu#k.

Some of the most miserable people I know have IG s3xy lifestyles and everything you'd think would make somebody happy.

The gra$s ain't always greener bruh

Just live your life and get the fu#k out of your head. Appreciate your health, your family, and the good things.

Shorts said 🔗 My mind tells me it's not true...but my heart is a different story. I'm loved and I been loved and I've ruined it all. I feel like an alien as if I have trouble knowing happiness and appreciation I feel like I'm just tumbling through time and I disassociate. Is accomplishment the key to happiness? Seeing glover texiera and Alex periera win the title I cheered so loud seeing how close they are and the friendship on instagram. Made me smile I never really felt like that when girls told me they loved me and showed me they loved me

1. follow your head never your heart "the heart is deceitful among all things & desperately wicked" - the bible

2. wont find love from someone else. has to come from within. u might need a acid or shroom trip to find whats holding you back

3. girls aint gon make you happy. pu$$y is amazing and female companionship is great but its not the end all be all. family (not just blood) trumps all that and relationship with your higher power should be above all that.
been where you at and still there but im at the age i know what the problems are & how to solve em its just not instant like most pleasures are in this life in america.

main takeaway out of my post is to focus on making yourself happy and love yourself and then find something outside of you. get money and keep fu#kin bi#ches til that one you're lookin for finds you. keep family and your god above all that. & stop comparing a celebrities life/accomplishments to your own. celebs are just there for people to idolize and live vicariously through while your life is in utter shambles and due to comparison steals your vigor and lust for life. hope this helps wh0ever seeking answers

Boxden always fu#ks me up there is always something relating to me at the time when I decide to pop up on here throughout the daily bullsh1t the no lifers on here are pushing.

First off in the grand scheme of everything we are all nothing but flashes in the pan. That realization could wither benefit or hinder you depending on your mind state. Nihilistic tendencies are the easy cop out because it is true. On the big scale of sh1t I don’t mean sh1t you don’t mean sh1t the most ‘relevant’ people don’t mean sh1t, but that is the easy cope. The hard way is trying your best to defy that and building a life and an identity that sticks the middle c#nt finger to that thought.

It’s funny to I was watching At the world’s end last night and Simon Pegg’ whole character and spiel at the end is basically about that. Saying fu#k you too what is expected and what is changing around you and living how you live flaws and all.

Also it is bigger than that and I realize too your last lines about you felt better when women said and showed they loved you. That’s your major malfunction there my chip hazzard. Sure it is nice to see your value reflected off the eyes of others but if you are living through that validation of others that reflection is about as real as Dracula’s.

So in conclusion what do we have here? You have to fight against the easy nihilistic tendencies of accepting the grand scheme or bucking it and seeing your life as the blessing it is. Then personally make sure you have true value in yourself and that you are not a walking talking sh1t coin.

Remember it’s never to late to comeback in life, in thought, in a video game or whatever.

GoGoSunday said 🔗 No but I feel like @untilthen & @🔗simp are worthless

aint no feeling those are pure unadulterated facts bro. btw how u feel about ant vs davy fight? i kno u seen it lmaoooo