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Look at my sister sadden with my baby's Mammy
Like she can't stand me
Say family be the first to turn so pity Annie
Filamina my Granny, celebrate the Grammy
Damn, who knew no plannin' was so perfect
Rollin' my Dam Me, never forget the Bones
Trippin' on foster homes, sayin' I wasn't manly with a
Scarred up soul, where I keep my skeletons understand me?
What if I said I was m0lested, Would you look at me Pale, but I keep on bailin', and I hope I'd don't
Go to Hell, stressed out oh well
Can I sell my bio? I was born in Ohio, already on trial
'Cause Pops said I looked too light, but mom's just white
But I still got your smile
And look at me now, gotta be proud of myself
Ain't nobody else,soundin' so worried about my health
And all the while takin' care of my kids
How will they live if I ain't hustlin', strugglin'
Trustin' still keepin' Jesus a part of solution
He gives life in the lungs, breath through tongue, now here it comes.
And my Mama took plenty beatings
Now, in her third damn marriage and man actin' like he cares
Apparently 'till you perish, but I was always there for you
Even though you let me leave
He's beatin' the sh1t outta me too, probably
Why I got my bodyguards and I'm in charge?
Watch me sleep, the pay is meek
But stay with me, and keep my heart collateral
We'll never break apart
Y'all didn't see me with Eazy
As a child of God with the underdog
Never applaud once you reminisce through the ball
Movin' in Heaven's movie y'all, think of all that fu#ked-up sh1t you saw,
Only if you knew what I was goin' through
What am I goin' through
Goin' through, goin' through?
If only you knew....
Flashback to May with the weight of the world
Can't stop my girl from steppin'
Lookin' for affection in wrong places
My lesson to learn, the world turns
The early bird gets the worm
What if it's rotten while you rushin' for love and get burned?
Five kids that's my only concern
I was a father before I became a man
Society don't comprehend
Callin' me worthless, but I could purchase
What they purchase, but I understand
Behind closed curtains you workin' on being a man
Death scares me, but Jesus will prepare me
And hopefully repair me 'cuz God would want him to Really really, ghetto media see the thug
Wash your sins, then it's true you can be born again