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 2 months ago '15        #1
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illywilly 
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Dealing with Demons
 

 
Hey you guys,

My sister died on the 11th. Fentanyl. BUT I think I'm spiritually dying. Wicked thoughts, harming people and thoughts of murder.

When she died she was stabbing the floor with a butcher knife. The fridge was moving. And when she was getting lowered into the ground we all heard whistles and screams coming from the hall. Where ever she is. She's not in a good place. And with that I question my own mortality. Is it mental illness? Or is it evil?


for reference I was raised apostolic Christian. New born again Christian from Jamaica.

I have thoughts of evil things. Nightmares and bad intentions.


I drink everyday and I'm tired. What are your thoughts?



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 2 months ago '20        #2
Don Ryudo  topics gone triple plat - Number 1 spot x7
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Jesus Is Lord

Repent & Pray

Die to the world, your fleshly desires and follow Christ Jesus.

He is the way, the truth, and the light of life.

Forever...
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 2 months ago '17        #3
Jinro 
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Seek counseling and take actual steps to learn how to deal with your grief.
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 2 months ago '18        #4
shanks 
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Are you sure it was Fentanyl that k*lled her? Usually if it's that it's death via sleep or stop breathing.

As for demons man it takes time to heal, seek professional counselor, or seek spiritual enlightenment etc. If you are thinking of harming yourself talk to someone or go to the hospital. Life moves on it will hurt less and you will grow from it. You will see your sister again.
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 2 months ago '16        #5
Onetrubeing816 
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Find yourself a healer or shaman and see if you have spirit's on you feeding off your hurt and grief ....maybe they can help you ....or steer you in the right direction.

 2 months ago '04        #6
Moscar4126 
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Get a spiritual reading from an Obia man. If you have demons they'll know. . I wouldn't tell them your story. Just let them figure out whats around you.

 2 months ago '16        #7
EastBay Mufasa 
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Definitely demons bro. Pray for constant protection and dont allow them to eat at your grief and suffering. Pray for your sister's transition and stay away from drugs as they open portals

 2 months ago '21        #8
Onyx Veneers  topics gone triple plat - Number 1 spot x2
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Abilify 10 mg
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 2 months ago '20        #9
Xiox  topics gone triple plat - Number 1 spot x1
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Don't do drugs & stop being a racist
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 2 months ago '17        #10
S PHX GOD 
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you're allowing the Jinn to steer your Inner Consciousness via alcohol. liqs is the devil. put the bottle down for good, it's not helping you at all. i can relate somewhat.. stop drinking booze and liqs.
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 2 months ago '15        #11
illywilly  OP
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 shanks said
Are you sure it was Fentanyl that k*lled her? Usually if it's that it's death via sleep or stop breathing.

As for demons man it takes time to heal, seek professional counselor, or seek spiritual enlightenment etc. If you are thinking of harming yourself talk to someone or go to the hospital. Life moves on it will hurt less and you will grow from it. You will see your sister again.
has to be. she was sleeping with my other sister in the same bed and when my sis woke up she seen my sisdead cold with blue lips.

 2 months ago '15        #12
illywilly  OP
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 Moscar4126 said
Get a spiritual reading from an Obia man. If you have demons they'll know. . I wouldn't tell them your story. Just let them figure out whats around you.
well one thing I can think of is me and my bro use to do wicked things. it has to be from doing dirt.

 2 months ago '15        #13
illywilly  OP
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 S PHX GOD said
you're allowing the Jinn to steer your Inner Consciousness via alcohol. liqs is the devil. put the bottle down for good, it's not helping you at all. i can relate somewhat.. stop drinking booze and liqs.
thank you.
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 2 months ago '15        #14
illywilly  OP
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 Xiox said
Don't do drugs & stop being a racist
I'm not racist. I call sh*t the way it is. my people have been tormented for years. Why would you say that?

 2 months ago '15        #15
illywilly  OP
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 N7X said
Jesus Is Lord

Repent & Pray

Die to the world, your fleshly desires and follow Christ Jesus.

He is the way, the truth, and the light of life.

Forever...
it's funny your comment is the most down voted. there is sin and there is intentional sin.

 2 months ago '15        #16
illywilly  OP
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 Jinro said
Seek counseling and take actual steps to learn how to deal with your grief.
thank you. but I'm not asking you that I'm asking if I am in spiritual warfare.
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 2 months ago '17        #17
Jinro 
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 illywilly said
thank you. but I'm not asking you that I'm asking if I am in spiritual warfare.
No that's why you need to seek therapy. There are no spirits coming for you.

 2 months ago '06        #18
imthatinfamous  topics gone triple plat - Number 1 spot x1
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"No temptation has overtaken you except what is common to mankind. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can endure it."

 2 months ago '07        #19
believeallwomen  topics gone triple plat - Number 1 spot x6
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Her demons aren’t yours. Be blessed and stay grounded
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 2 months ago '21        #20
Dreamcast  topics gone triple plat - Number 1 spot x1
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i had some horrible thoughts myself for a while there

not thoughts of suicide but thoughts like "why bother, God doesn't care about you" type thoughts.. it was like a constant mild torment

i got up one day and prayed hard walking all around my apartment.. praying and praising God and stuff and all that stuff went away

another thing to keep in mind is ask for forgiveness if u did something

u can get your peace back
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 2 months ago '13        #21
THEDONN  topics gone triple plat - Number 1 spot x7
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OP already got banned
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 2 months ago '21        #22
Linas Kleiza 
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 2 months ago '04        #23
Moscar4126 
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 illywilly said
well one thing I can think of is me and my bro use to do wicked things. it has to be from doing dirt.
Sort it out bruv! Time is working against you.

 2 months ago '15        #24
jogo4827 
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 N7X said
Jesus Is Lord

Repent & Pray

Die to the world, your fleshly desires and follow Christ Jesus.

He is the way, the truth, and the light of life.

Forever...
I must echo the light. Seek the Lord for He is your Shepherd and His sword will guard you.

I’m First Generation American. Family from Latin America. Wickedness is real out there. But if you on the right team, you will b good money.

If you give in, you lose. Keep f*ghting. We here with you. Steel sharpens steel nah mean.
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 2 months ago '04        #25
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 THEDONN said
OP already got banned



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