And to everyone who may have been offended.....
I knew a dude that commited suicide when I was younger. His mother was the one that found him hanging. She slowly lost her mind and has been in the insane asylum for the last 15 years. Her other 2 kids were put in foster homes.
Ever since then my stance on suicide has changed.
I'm mad at Junior. Seriously. I know depression is deep but when you have a mother who loves you how could you do this to her? Toi yourself? To your children???
I just don't get it and I am really mad at him right now.
death is never an easy thing to swallow. Whether by accident, natural cause, murder, or self-affliction... I aint coming at you cus I think you're a loser, im coming at you because I think your feelings are misguided and I want to help you see to flaws in your thinking. I only speak from my own experience. Ive dealt with severe depression and been around others who had cases 100x worse than mines. The only reason I didnt finish off my drug overdose and end it is cus I
1 thought about my mom
2 knew I still had 1 option left and it was to call a hotline and check myself into a mental hospital.
I consider myself a lucky one because despite the bad shape I was in, I was still in a state to where I could dig deep enough to go get help. I spent months rehabbing and still found myself relapsing into depression but I still kept moving forward. For others, it's not even an option they present to themselves. Depression is more than just a collection of negative thoughts, it alters the chemistry in the brain and literally changes the physical makeup of it. The only solution for some is intense psychotherapy and medication and sometimes even that isnt enough. But like i said earlier, life is too hard and we humans are too fragile to ever look at something simple and say something like this is right or wrong. Whose to say that we'd make a different decision in the same situation?
Just my 2 cents...