You didnt't even have to share that with us.....
And props on kicking that spirit off of you and righting that with your mother. Good karma coming your way for that. What is the addiction to meth like tho? I can't even imagine....
i felt like superman when i was on it. like no one could touch me. literally ON ONE! staying up all day and night. i liked that it got me productive and getting things done. i used to rob people at check cashing shops and gas stations to support my habit of tweek and for the love of guns. i used to buy dope, trade for guns, vice versa... kept the good ones, though.
the part that gets me is when im coming down off of it. i hated that feeling. for you hispanic brothas, MALIAS. LOL. so when i would come down, ill just straight up pack a bowl or 5, and get my day started again. busting missions all damn day!
if you get a chance, watch the movie SPUN. i was somewhat like that... and DEFINITLEY minus the dirtyness.
i think the words sophisticated tweeker would be the right word.