@ people saying people who k!ll themsevles have courage and guts.
Nah, they're bi*ch made...I've been through more than what most 40 year olds have been through at the age of 21.
The point in life is to have the courage and guts to keep it moving, and better yourself ... there are so many people that are so simple minded in this world its a joke.
There isn't anyone or anything that makes you happy in this world BUT YOURSELF.
Who gives a fu*k about the next person, or what they think about you? Who cares if you lost someone in your life that has had a huge part in your life? Live your life for them.