what state? looks like you could atleast find help at a pain clinic if your pain is that bad
Yeah, it is, cause Ive had 3 recent shoulder surgeries and the most recent one was basically a complete reconstruction of my right shoulder, and just as I was starting to feel better, I broke my leg, which means 2 full months on crutches. Let me just say, crutches suck even if you have healthy shoulders, but oh my god they suck when you have had 3 shoulder surgeries. And I'm still finishing school so I have to crutch around campus certain days, if my shoulder starts hurting too much I start putting weight on my right leg, and then that starts hurting. Thats where the H comes in.
From surgeries I have trained myself to schedule out opiate painkillers and Heroin isnt all that much different like homie said. You just cant do it every day no matter what! I havent done it two days in a row in a month at least, I will never have physical withdrawal, I wont allow it. Too much anxiety and too much wisdom about how the scheduling works. With that said, its still addictive as sh*t mentally even if you avoid physical dependence with scheduling. By the way, Burlington VT... Lots of dope around recently. NYC sh*t mostly...